One day

In my 29 years of life I’ve had several dreams, many of them changed and evolved over the years, but there has always been one dream that has stayed constant. And that is to get married and have a family. I’m to the point in my life where most of my friends have it and I’m so happy for them all and I love their children. I so badly want to be a mom that it sometimes physically pains me that dream hasn’t come true yet. I know God has a plan for me and I just so badly want it to be that I will be a mom one day, sooner rather than later.

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