New Years
Two more days and it's 2012. This honestly one of my favorite times of the year. Because a new year can mean a new you.. 2012 is going to be that year for me. I have already made a huge lifestyle change and will continue to make necessary ones in the new year. This year I am not calling them resolutions because I never stick to them. This time I'm just calling them necessary changes, because in all reality that's what they are. I'm not making unrealistic ones either. Right now my biggest lifestyle change was to start eating healthier quit eating the junk food. My change/goal for the new year is to get back down to my weight before college as of right now I have 40 more to go. Those of you who know me know that I have always struggled with my weight. Well it's no more. I'm sick of feeling tired all the time and I hate walking to class a 15 minute walk and being out of breath that's not normal. I'm tired of being unhealthy and out of shape and overweight. I've had enough.
This year I have had a lot of eye opening experiences and changes. I have finally admitted to myself and my parents that I no longer want to major in marketing let alone work in racing and I'm not sure what I want to do anymore. I realized this in my 4th year of college I guess it's better late than never but just wish I would have admitted this earlier in my college career. I also had an idea deep down especially after taking the classes but after Dan died my idea very quickly became a fact. I just can't do that anymore.
I'm not sure what I want but as of right now I think I'm just going to graduate with an associates degree work for a while, while I do some more soul searching and eventually go back and get a bachelor's degree.
I hope you all have a wonderful new year's, but be safe and smart. :-)
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